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First post of 2026
hello dear, how are you? How’s been for your first 2 days of 2026? Miss you :( Sorry that I didn’t write here yesterday, my PMS this time has been really bad. I have been really uncomfortable physically and also having mood swings since 31/12. I just feel a lot all the time even over the smallest things, and wanting to cry but can’t really cry it out :( It’s one of the worst feelings for me. Yesterday, on the first day of this year, I cleaned my car for the very first time by
4 hours ago3 min read


Last post of 2025
hello my favourite human being Andy dear, happy new year’s eve 😊 How are you spending today? For me, I am spending it with my PMS, hahaha. I have been feeling really groggy for the whole day, as if I’m getting sick, but I think it’s because my period is coming soon. It was a half day work only and after that, I rested for a bit and then drove over to Edison’s place to get some car wash liquid. He seems sick and occupied, so I didn’t stay for long. I went back home and had di
2 days ago2 min read


The answer before end of the year
hello dear, how are you? miss you 🥺 After resting for a bit more yesterday along with the chinese medicine, I am glad that my cold didn’t get worse. I am just a bit more tired than usual and sometimes still get chill and headaches. But it is partly because my period is here soon, so I am feeling weaker than usual. After feeling slightly terrified about running into Joao on Sunday evening, I realised that perhaps I am not feeling very at peace with the current situation. Even
3 days ago2 min read


Last day of the long holidays
hello dear, how are you? miss you 🤍 I didn’t write here yesterday night because I felt really tired last night with some muscle sore after a packed day, and I slept early. I thought I was just tired, but I woke up feeling a bit sick this morning. And I happened to have my chinese doctor appointment today, and he also said I’m probably getting sick 🤒 So I am going to rest soon now. But before that, let me still share with you about my day. Yesterday, I went to Tai Hang to ge
5 days ago2 min read


An unpleasant experience
hello dear, how are you today? miss you extra today 🫂 Today I met with Joao for lunch because it is his birthday. In fact, he suggested that we go to the AIA carnival and then have dinner together. At first I said yes to the plan, but after thinking deeper about it for the last few days, I feel it is a bit inappropriate for me to spend the whole afternoon and dinner with him on his birthday, especially because I don’t want to mislead him that I am interested in him. But I al
Dec 27, 20254 min read
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