"Tell me about your day"

hello dear, how are you? miss you 🥺 Work has been quite busy and slightly stressful recently, I had to go into the office today for a meeting with Vincent in person. It is for a project that Edison and I worked on together with a few others. But then aside from the busy work, I felt a bit sad today because Edison was doing the same thing again where I felt like he was being extra mean to me whenever we’re both in a conversation with someone else. This time it was when we wer

hello dear, how are you? miss you 🥺 Today I went into the office, and I wore this new sweater that I bought recently which has a slightly wide neck because it’s designed to be worn as an off shoulder. Then I had a meeting with a male colleague at my seat (he joined after your time so you don’t know who he is, and he is not part of the Meyer Labs team), and just before we started, he suddenly said “can you not be off shoulder” I didn’t say it out loud but inside me I was imme

hello dear, how are you, how was your weekend? miss you, I don’t know why but I’m feeling a bit extra emo today :( I had my vocal class earlier today in the afternoon. As you know I like singing a lot, but deep down I feel like I am untalented and bad at singing. And sometimes I feel sad coming out of my vocal class, because I feel like I just wasn’t able to do what my teacher was trying to help me improve, even though I tried really hard. It makes me feel frustrated and sad.

hello dear, how are you? how was your day? miss you 🫂 Today is friday, I worked from home today but work was a bit stressed and overwhelming for me. My mood also has been slightly low for the last two days. I guess it has to do with starting a new year, and I feel kinda lost in where I’m headed. So I actually have been feeling that I really need some down time by myself to just sit down quietly to reflect and pray and journal. But I have either just been too busy or too tire

hello dear, how are you? miss you. Today was a day with unexpected moments for me. I went out for dinner with a friend last night and I was quite tired, so even though I knew quite a few people would be in the office and I actually also would have an external meeting today, I decided to be a complete introvert and worked from home. But then after a meeting I had in the morning, I received some last minute requests that would require me to be in the office. So I decided to go

hello dear, how are you? miss you. For me, I am doing okay, just figuring out my emotions and thoughts I guess. Yesterday was Sunday and I went to church as usual, and I saw Joao was there too. This was the first time I saw him again after we last met on his birthday. And in fact, he never replied me on that message about being friends. I actually have been feeling quite unpleasant about that because I feel like I tried to handle it maturely and be nice to him all these time.

hello dear, miss you 🤍 I went hiking today and it felt extra memorable, because I realised I was wearing the same top I wore that one time you went hiking with me 🥺 I rarely wear it for hiking because it is a long sleeve crop top, and it’s been quite warm whenever I go hiking that I usually wear sleeveless, except for today that is a bit chilly, so I wore this top first time since our only hike. The top feels looser than I remember when I put it on, I guess I lost so fat on

hello dear, how are you? I miss you extra on these coooold days, hope you are staying warm 🤍 For me, it’s taking some time, but I feel like I’m gradually feeling better each day, both physically and mentally. I still cry more than usual and sometimes I just have to pause and cry first before I can be “functional” again, but I feel better and better bit by bit every time after crying. Yesterday, I went in the office for the first time for this year. It felt like it’s been qui

hello dear, how are you today? The weather’s gotten a lot cold this few days, hope you are staying warm 🤍 I am finally feeling better today both physically and mentally. At least I stopped feeling like I want to cry anytime. I think my chinese meds helped me to feel more calm too. Even though I think my period and the hormonal changes are the main reasons, I feel like there’re indeed things that trigger me that make me more emotionally unstable than usual for the last few da