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"Tell me about your day"


First office day 2026
hello dear, how are you? I miss you extra on these coooold days, hope you are staying warm š¤ For me, itās taking some time, but I feel like Iām gradually feeling better each day, both physically and mentally. I still cry more than usual and sometimes I just have to pause and cry first before I can be āfunctionalā again, but I feel better and better bit by bit every time after crying. Yesterday, I went in the office for the first time for this year. It felt like itās been qui
Jan 102 min read


Sharing about mom
hello dear, how are you today? The weatherās gotten a lot cold this few days, hope you are staying warm š¤ I am finally feeling better today both physically and mentally. At least I stopped feeling like I want to cry anytime. I think my chinese meds helped me to feel more calm too. Even though I think my period and the hormonal changes are the main reasons, I feel like thereāre indeed things that trigger me that make me more emotionally unstable than usual for the last few da
Jan 82 min read


Sick Hannah :(
hello dear, how are you doing? miss you š«š« Sorry that after sharing your birthday post, I didnāt write here yesterday. I had a really tough day both physically and mentally yesterday :( Long story short, Iāve been on my period these few days, but for different reasons my period this time isnāt flowing properly. And itās caused me feel very unwell physically, not just cramps but basically my whole body feels so weak with chills etc, as if all my energy is gone down to helpin
Jan 72 min read


Your birthday message šš¤
Happy birthday, my dear š¤ I hope youāll have a chance to watch the video at some point, but in case you donāt, here is a written version of it š, love you: hello my dear Andy, how was your day today? Funnily, I never found out when your birthday actually is, but Iām gonna assume it is today or tomorrow, so happy birthday, my favourite person on this planet š I remember you mentioned that you donāt really enjoy celebrating birthdays. I am not sure if you still feel the same
Jan 42 min read


First post of 2026
hello dear, how are you? Howās it been for your first 2 days of 2026? Miss you :( Sorry that I didnāt write here yesterday, my PMS this time has been really bad. I have been really uncomfortable physically and also having mood swings since 31/12. I just feel a lot all the time even over the smallest things, and wanting to cry but canāt really cry it out :( Itās one of the worst feelings for me. Yesterday, on the first day of this year, I cleaned my car for the very first time
Jan 33 min read


Last post of 2025
hello my favourite human being Andy dear, happy new yearās eve š How are you spending today? For me, I am spending it with my PMS, hahaha. I have been feeling really groggy for the whole day, as if Iām getting sick, but I think itās because my period is coming soon. It was a half day work only and after that, I rested for a bit and then drove over to Edisonās place to get some car wash liquid. He seems sick and occupied, so I didnāt stay for long. I went back home and had di
Dec 31, 20252 min read


The answer before end of the year
hello dear, how are you? miss you š„ŗ After resting for a bit more yesterday along with the chinese medicine, I am glad that my cold didnāt get worse. I am just a bit more tired than usual and sometimes still get chill and headaches. But it is partly because my period is here soon, so I am feeling weaker than usual. After feeling slightly terrified about running into Joao on Sunday evening, I realised that perhaps I am not feeling very at peace with the current situation. Even
Dec 31, 20252 min read


Last day of the long holidays
hello dear, how are you? miss you š¤ I didnāt write here yesterday night because I felt really tired last night with some muscle sore after a packed day, and I slept early. I thought I was just tired, but I woke up feeling a bit sick this morning. And I happened to have my chinese doctor appointment today, and he also said Iām probably getting sick š¤ So I am going to rest soon now. But before that, let me still share with you about my day. Yesterday, I went to Tai Hang to ge
Dec 28, 20252 min read


An unpleasant experience
hello dear, how are you today? miss you extra today š« Today I met with Joao for lunch because it is his birthday. In fact, he suggested that we go to the AIA carnival and then have dinner together. At first I said yes to the plan, but after thinking deeper about it for the last few days, I feel it is a bit inappropriate for me to spend the whole afternoon and dinner with him on his birthday, especially because I donāt want to mislead him that I am interested in him. But I al
Dec 27, 20254 min read
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