The first visit to home

hello dear, how are you?

It’s so great that this week there’s a mid week holiday tomorrow, especially after the busy wedding weekend last week with my period, I can finally rest and have a bit of me time now to recharge.

Last sunday (the day after the siumai stall/wedding), Chung came up to my home for the first time. It’s very rare we get to have this chance because my bro is always at home. But last Sunday, he went out with his girlfriend last afternoon till evening. So I asked Chung to come over instead of always me going to his home. It’s also the first time that I made a more proper meal for him. But even then it’s actually not super proper because I was very tired, so I made a beef soup udon for us for dinner. I’ve always wanted to cook for him because he lives alone and he rarely cooks for himself, so he eats a lot of outside food and I feel that’s very unhealthy.

After dinner, we played switch for a little bit, and I also introduced my room to him. This might seem like very casual, but to me, it feels very private as you know me that my room is where I see as my “safe hiding place”. It’s where I can live in my own world and release my deepest emotions and thoughts a lot of times. And to let someone visit this “hannah’s cave” and introducing my room means I really let that person in to my own world.

He really enjoyed that night and said he felt really loved for the dinner I made and the fun time we had. I am really enjoying these little moments that I know signify growth and bonding of our relationship, so I wanted to journal down and share with you.

And here is hannah going into the office for the first time after 2+ weeks! I think I look quite confident with a big smile 😊