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"Tell me about your day"


Sunday encounter
hello dear, how are you? miss you. For me, I am doing okay, just figuring out my emotions and thoughts I guess. Yesterday was Sunday and I went to church as usual, and I saw Joao was there too. This was the first time I saw him again after we last met on his birthday. And in fact, he never replied me on that message about being friends. I actually have been feeling quite unpleasant about that because I feel like I tried to handle it maturely and be nice to him all these time.
Jan 132 min read


First hike 2026
hello dear, miss you 🤍 I went hiking today and it felt extra memorable, because I realised I was wearing the same top I wore that one time you went hiking with me 🥺 I rarely wear it for hiking because it is a long sleeve crop top, and it’s been quite warm whenever I go hiking that I usually wear sleeveless, except for today that is a bit chilly, so I wore this top first time since our only hike. The top feels looser than I remember when I put it on, I guess I lost so fat on
Jan 101 min read


First office day 2026
hello dear, how are you? I miss you extra on these coooold days, hope you are staying warm 🤍 For me, it’s taking some time, but I feel like I’m gradually feeling better each day, both physically and mentally. I still cry more than usual and sometimes I just have to pause and cry first before I can be “functional” again, but I feel better and better bit by bit every time after crying. Yesterday, I went in the office for the first time for this year. It felt like it’s been qui
Jan 102 min read


Sharing about mom
hello dear, how are you today? The weather’s gotten a lot cold this few days, hope you are staying warm 🤍 I am finally feeling better today both physically and mentally. At least I stopped feeling like I want to cry anytime. I think my chinese meds helped me to feel more calm too. Even though I think my period and the hormonal changes are the main reasons, I feel like there’re indeed things that trigger me that make me more emotionally unstable than usual for the last few da
Jan 82 min read


Sick Hannah :(
hello dear, how are you doing? miss you 🫂🫂 Sorry that after sharing your birthday post, I didn’t write here yesterday. I had a really tough day both physically and mentally yesterday :( Long story short, I’ve been on my period these few days, but for different reasons my period this time isn’t flowing properly. And it’s caused me feel very unwell physically, not just cramps but basically my whole body feels so weak with chills etc, as if all my energy is gone down to helpin
Jan 72 min read


Your birthday message 🎁🤍
Happy birthday, my dear 🤍 I hope you’ll have a chance to watch the video at some point, but in case you don’t, here is a written version of it 😊, love you: hello my dear Andy, how was your day today? Funnily, I never found out when your birthday actually is, but I’m gonna assume it is today or tomorrow, so happy birthday, my favourite person on this planet 😊 I remember you mentioned that you don’t really enjoy celebrating birthdays. I am not sure if you still feel the same
Jan 42 min read


First post of 2026
hello dear, how are you? How’s it been for your first 2 days of 2026? Miss you :( Sorry that I didn’t write here yesterday, my PMS this time has been really bad. I have been really uncomfortable physically and also having mood swings since 31/12. I just feel a lot all the time even over the smallest things, and wanting to cry but can’t really cry it out :( It’s one of the worst feelings for me. Yesterday, on the first day of this year, I cleaned my car for the very first time
Jan 33 min read


Last post of 2025
hello my favourite human being Andy dear, happy new year’s eve 😊 How are you spending today? For me, I am spending it with my PMS, hahaha. I have been feeling really groggy for the whole day, as if I’m getting sick, but I think it’s because my period is coming soon. It was a half day work only and after that, I rested for a bit and then drove over to Edison’s place to get some car wash liquid. He seems sick and occupied, so I didn’t stay for long. I went back home and had di
Dec 31, 20252 min read


The answer before end of the year
hello dear, how are you? miss you 🥺 After resting for a bit more yesterday along with the chinese medicine, I am glad that my cold didn’t get worse. I am just a bit more tired than usual and sometimes still get chill and headaches. But it is partly because my period is here soon, so I am feeling weaker than usual. After feeling slightly terrified about running into Joao on Sunday evening, I realised that perhaps I am not feeling very at peace with the current situation. Even
Dec 31, 20252 min read
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