Sick office day

hello dear, how are you? for me, it’s been a bit tough :(

My cold was getting a bit better today, but I am still quite unwell feeling heavy headed, and my nose still feels swollen/blocked with some thicker runny nose. I really wanted to rest properly, but I have an in person meeting with some external partners today, so I had to go in the office. At first, I was gonna just go in for that meeting then go home after immediately, but it overran for an hour till 1:30pm. I was really hungry and lack of energy, so I decided to have lunch with Edison and Howe first.

And then after lunch, I remembered there was something else I needed to look at in the office. So I ended up not leaving, and then if you would see it coming for Hannah who’s so “devoted to” work, I stayed for some more work and eventually only leaving at 5:30pm.

I actually “forced” myself to go, because I know I should go for my own self, and I feel bad for my body that I was pushing its limit the whole day. But I guess at least there’s some improvement in myself, that I still left earlier than I usually would.

While I’m trying to recover physically, I can feel my pms impacting my mood as well. I feel irritated easily by Chung for quite a few times throughout the day. I’m still learning how to manage it better, because sometimes I feel like he should have been more considerate knowing that I’m sick and my pms is here, but I feel like he isn’t, he is just as moody/cranky as he naturally is (he’s an I/ENFP, like you haha). But at the same time, I am aware that sometimes when I’m moody, I tend to withdraw myself and expect people to be able to guess how I’m feeling/thinking. But I realise that’s not helpful in a relationship because people won’t actually tuly understand me if I don’t express and explain my feelings and thoughts. But this is something I am learning and trying to be more intentional about.

Hugs Andy, it’s not easy for me as you know 🫂