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I miss you a lot, Andy.

I ask God today in a lot of tears, “why is Andy still not here with me?” because I am sure God knows how much I love you and long for you to be here with me after the countless times I’ve talked to him about you.

I wish I was God, that way I could know the other side of the story, where things finally would all make sense.

But all I could do now is to ask myself, what would Andy want me to do when batting these swirls of emotions?

So today, I choose to turn my love and thoughts for you into motivation to continue to live out the best of me, as much as I can, despite the disappointment, the hurt, the loneliness, the darkness that the world is trying to swamp me in.

I know I can overcome because my love for you is strong and courageous.

And I know you believe in me too.

Hug

Hannah