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I miss you so much. I am so lost and I need help so badly. All I wanted was to feel loved. It hurts so much to know I am not getting it and everyone is gone.

I want to give up on myself so much. I even feel it's okay to let him do whatever he wants to me. I know I'm hurting myself further but I don't like myself and I don't want to forgive myself.

You must have felt what I am feeling right now before. I just wish someone could hug me tightly and tell me the truth so that I can believe again.