Black hole

I miss you extra today, Andy.

I was watching movie on my bed alone last night, and the scenes of that two nights with Edwin suddenly came so real in my mind. I don't like that feeling. It's a mix of hurt and desire, like a big black hole trying to suck me in.

I don't like social media. It makes me feel I don't fit in to the world.

Miss you. I need some hugs.