Thursday is like Friday to me, because I have no class on Friday. Today I felt more energetic so I sat at the park for awhile after school.
Took these photos with autumn leaves
I must say this is quite a nice place especially when the sun is out. I miss you very much, but I didn't cry today.
Sometimes I go to bed feeling scared that I'll wake up feeling very lonely, and then I'll have to fight with my mind all over again. I'll have to do a lot of self talk, pray, play some soothing music, cry, scroll your profile endlessly, look at one of your videos or messages, before I can get out of bed. It really is an everyday battle to choose to be good and not disturb you at all.
Love ya, miss ya. ❤️
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