Back to HK

hello dear, how are you? miss you 🥺

sorry that I have been quiet again for the last two days :( I flew back to HK on Tuesday night and was very tired getting back home. And then the next day (yesterday) as I returned back to work, I was overwhelmed by the work that I had to catch up on, because for the trip, it was probably the first time ever that I didn’t check any of my emails or work messages in detail. I was away for 4 days only, but it just so happened that there’re some important updates on my work, so I was a bit nervous about it.

Also as I returned to HK and become less alert about having to take care of parents on the trip, I felt like my lack of rest was finally catching up, I’ve been super tired the whole day with headaches etc. I think my tiredness is also partly due to my low fibre diet that I started yesterday immediately after coming back. This is to prepare for the endoscopy that I’ll have on Saturday. I feel the change of diet makes me even more mentally unstable and emotional :(

To top it off, our family car (the Prius) couldn’t start yesterday when my dad tried to use the car, because my dad really wanted to use the car soon, we tried to jump start it last night. I told the guy that I shared with you about (his name is Chung), and he was very kind and suggested to come over and lend me his jump starter. It was an unplanned meet up, and it was the first time we met again in person after all the texting.

He didn’t stay long cause he had to go home for dinner, but I could feel that he was “trying hard” to be friendly and fun? because he kept trying to make jokes. But I wasn’t really in a mood to social because I was really exhausted and still had to fix the car, so it felt a bit awkward for me. Hopefully we’ll understand and catch each other’s vibe / energy better when we meet properly on Sunday.

And tomorrow is finally the day when I have to get in hospital for my check ups. I know I’ll be fine and it’s just a one night stay. But inside I’m still feeling a bit nervous. I remember how scared I was last time when I had to stay in hospital suddenly, and I felt very lonely. But I also remember that time, you told me to stay strong, so I’ll try to do that again this time and not cry 🥺

miss you Andy 🥺 I’ll try to write to you here at the hospital, I guess I’ll have a lot of time. 🫂🫂 good night 🫂

Sorry, I don’t have nice photos of myself today :(