How are you today?
Been reflecting on how I made you feel because of what I've been writing. I feel sorry that I didn't think that it would frustrate you and it's probably unfair to you too.
I actually have always wanted to save till the day that I can finally be with you and share with you in person all the details of what I've been through, because I wanted to make sure you can understand and feel my growth in person. But it turns out the blog makes it look like I have only been doing really badly.
But I also wanted to thank you for pointing that out. It led me to list out those achievements in the other blog. I don't know if you agree, but it reminded me that I have really come a long way and I should be proud of myself. But above being proud of myself, I must say that I wouldn't be able to accomplish any one of those things without my faith. I would have given up a long time ago. That's another reason why I didn't want to boast about all those things here, because I think I can barely take credit for it.
I hope you are less frustrated with me by now, and instead be a little bit proud. I also hope that gives you some motivation to grow stronger, and like you said, not let my depression / your guilt overcome us, and think longer term for the people that you care.
I am always ready to talk with you about my stories. I am confident that they will be inspiring to you. But I can only do that when you are able to let me inspire you.
This is me waking up this morning:
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