I went to a pub today

Yup. I went to a pub tonight to watch a show. Alone.

I still can't believe I did it. It's a show of one of favourite bands, called Oh Wonder. They are a bit niche so probably no one knows them. I really love their music that it speaks to my heart. In fact if you remember that time I was playing a playlist when I showed you the list 'why you mean a lot to me' in 1M studio, most of the songs are from them.

Aaand they came to Kingston! So how can I not go??

I cried so much secretly during the show 😭Partly because of how touched I was to watch them in person, but also because I've never thought that Hannah, such a timid introvert, would ever go to a show alone at a pub in a foreign country. I must've gone crazy.

Earlier today, I also drove to the park to enjoy my breakfast and the sun alone. I had a good time thinking about life.

Deep inside my heart, I really long for having you to accompany me to do all these things. So I often just imagine how it would feel if you were here. It's a bittersweet feeling.

You're always in my heart. ❤️‍🩹