Me being me 👧🏻

The last few days have been very stressful and tiring for me because of work. While I was busy catching up at work because I worked very little in the past 3 weeks in the UK (with the dissertation submission, my parents' visit, moving out and what happened), I was at the same time bargaining an offer because today is the end of my current contract. After a very unpleasant process, they finally gave me an offer that I am happy to continue for the time being. I will probably work for Meyer for another 6 months and the new offer still allows the same flexibility that I have now like a freelance (work anytime anywhere).

I am actually very very tired. I barely rested in the past few days since I came back, haven't unpacked the stuff from 3 suitcases (my life in the past year). I also am not having the 'it's good to be back home' feeling. I still feel more like I just want to run away from life because I messed up and it's too hard to fix it. I think I just have too many emotions hidden and thoughts mixed up. It makes me feel I have too much to sort out mentally and emotionally.

I miss you. I was thinking about your smell today. Also you lightening me when I am stressed. Miss you. 😞