Sick Hannah :(

hello dear, how are you doing? miss you 🫂🫂

Sorry that after sharing your birthday post, I didn’t write here yesterday. I had a really tough day both physically and mentally yesterday :(

Long story short, I’ve been on my period these few days, but for different reasons my period this time isn’t flowing properly. And it’s caused me feel very unwell physically, not just cramps but basically my whole body feels so weak with chills etc, as if all my energy is gone down to helping my blood to flow through. And at the same time, I think I’m affected mentally too, I got so sensitive and emotional over basically everything, and I just kept crying so much for the whole day that I actually lost count of how many times I’ve cried :(

So overall, I was just really exhausted physically and mentally the whole day. And to top that off, my mom threw a tantrum twice in a day at me, and our family ended up having to sit down with her to talk in the evening. That really used up my last bit of energy.

But thankfully, I feel slightly better today, and I also had my chinese doctor appointment today. He gave me some meds that will help regulate my period and emotions. I hope I will gradually recover from yesterday, because it really was a very sad and difficult day for me, like it felt like my world collapsed :(

Miss you dear andy 🥺 I also wanted to share, the up side of being so unwell is that because I couldn’t do much things, I finished watching Stranger Things Season 5. I remember you also like it so much, I wonder if you’ve finished watching this last season, I love it and enjoyed it so much. This will remain as one of my favourite shows, and my favourite character is Max :)

I’m going to sleep now, but just to show you I’m finally feeling slightly better but still with super puffy eyes after all the crying, here is me at home:

I took these before I felt my cape makes me look like Holly in Stranger Things, haha

Good night Andy, stay warm 🤍