Hello, how are you doing these days? I miss you.
I have a new challenge. My parents are now here living with me, and two other aunties as well in Kingston. It is stressing me out quite a bit because I have to 'take care' of them (you probably understand me on this), and at the same time it also means I have much less personal time. But I actually really really need the physical space to feel mentally safe enough to let my negative energy out.
In simpler words, I need private space so that I can cry. I have to cry enough in order to cope with the depressive feelings. Otherwise I get trapped in it and it builds up and becomes agitation and bitterness.
They are only leaving on Friday, so there's still quite a few days that I need to figure out.
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