The period mind 😶‍🌫️

My dearest, how are you today?

Today I've been having serious period cramps since morning and spent a lot of time on bed. But my mom was flying to the UK today, so I sent her off to the airport in the evening. When I got home to make myself dinner alone (my brother also went out), I was suddenly reminded of the loneliness I felt a lot in the UK.

I guess it's also because I know I am flying back there quite soon (10 more days), I am starting to feel scared of having those moments. But at the same time, I was also reminded of how I felt the nearness of God at those lonely times. When no one seems to be there for me, but God is always there to hear what I am thinking and cry with me.

I was also supposed to work on my dissertation today but I only wrote 30 words. And every other word I wrote, grammerly would tell me I made a typo 😅 I guess my period mind really wasn't functioning, so I allowed myself to have a break for one day, and take some photos for my favourite person 🧸

Miss you