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hello dear, how was your weekend? I miss you 🤍 I wonder if you had any birthday celebrations, although I remember you didn’t like to celebrate birthdays.

Today I went to the care group at church for the second time. I had pretty bad period cramps today so I wasn’t really in a good state actually. But I still tried myself to engage when we were doing Bible study and sharing.

I skipped their Christmas party last week because of what happened to my friend, so they knew about it and asked me how I am. I shared with them about some of the things thatI wrote here yesterday, how I have been feeling quite sad and heavy for my other friends and his family, and how I feel God helped me to manage these emotions better and learn to walk alongside with my friends during this period.

I feel quite proud of myself for having the courage to share these slightly deeper and genuine thoughts with some “strangers”, and I managed to do it in a calm and light way too. I think the overall experience of joining this care group is pretty good so far, so I think I am willing to try again.

Sorry I don’t have any photos for today, because I looked very ugly during my period :( But I did record myself practicing singing earlier, so I’ll just put it here. Hope you don’t mind how bad I sound 😢

Miss you dear, love you 🤍

https://video.wixstatic.com/video/27e505_2663a5f293f940238eeb83117f49f9f3/360p/mp4/file.mp4