The answer before end of the year

hello dear, how are you? miss you 🥺

After resting for a bit more yesterday along with the chinese medicine, I am glad that my cold didn’t get worse. I am just a bit more tired than usual and sometimes still get chill and headaches. But it is partly because my period is here soon, so I am feeling weaker than usual.

After feeling slightly terrified about running into Joao on Sunday evening, I realised that perhaps I am not feeling very at peace with the current situation. Even though we haven’t messaged each other since boxing day and I kinda feel relieved by that, I figured that I would feel less troubled and stressed if I properly “put an end” to it. So this afternoon, I finally took the courage to write something and send to him as my “answer”.

He read my messages but didn’t reply me. I am not sure why, but I feel from now on I’ll be able to move on from this, because I already tried my best to handle this maturely and politely while being honest. So I think I am ready to close this brief chapter of my life, just before the end of 2025. And I hope he does too.

Miss you a lot, dear. Would really want a hug from you tonight 🤍🫂

PS I’ve been working from home for the last few days, so I don’t have any outfit photos. This was taken earlier when I was clearing out my wardrobe, and this is one of my dresses that I really love but sadly I don’t think it suits me anymore :( So I took a photo with it before I give it away.