Ball of emotions at the Pike

hello dear, how are you? miss you a lot, I wonder how you are doing 🤍

Today I went out with my parents to a landmark called Harshead Pike. It’s 20 minutes drive from our home and it’s the highest lookout point in Manchester. The weather isn’t the best but at least it wasn’t raining, so we could actually see the Manchester city centre from there.

I thought I could take more photos to share with you, but my mom really is such a bad photographer, either I look so silly in the photo or it’s such a weird angle 😅 Here are the slightly better ones

But I think it’s also because I didn’t look very good today. I had a bad breakdown yesterday in the evening and I woke up with really dried and swollen eyes :( I don’t even have a specific reason, but I just really felt like crying and I cried nonstop in my bedroom for so long while my parents were downstairs in the living room with their friends. It must be because my period is coming soon. Sometimes, I just feel like I really am like what you described - a ball of emotions. Thankfully I felt slightly better after the crying.

And earlier today, the ball of emotions cut herself when she was peeling ginger skin for making ginger tea for herself :( Luckily the cut wasn’t super deep.

Miss you, dear Andy. I miss having you around to play with the ball of emotions (me). Gonna sleep now, here are some more photos of today. Good night and love you 🤍