Car and me

hello dear, how are you? miss you 🤍

Sorry that I didn’t write here yesterday, after my car pick up day on Sunday with my period cramps, I also went in to the office yesterday (because Edison demanded me to 😅). And being outside for long hours for few days in a row especially during my period just made me super tired both physically and mentally, so I just went into my inner world rest mode really early last night.

Yesterday when I was in the office, the guys in the office were all so excited to see my new car. Because I parked on the ground floor, they just went around to look at it when we headed out for lunch. I actually don’t know how I feel about that. I guess for a lot of people, this is a big part of why they want nice/cool cars, that is to show off to people around. But for me, it just felt a bit awkward for me because I don’t want people to think that I share that same mindset. I only pick this car because I like how it is a good mix of cool, cute and small, but also practical (& of course affordable). I think it suits me and somehow represents me (haha).

I hope I will get used to driving it soon. Also I was thinking again yesterday how greatful I am that God blessed me with this car. And in response to that, I was thinking how I can use this car to bless others too, even if it only means offering my friends rides, or making the car a space where I can have good conversations with people I care and love.

I wonder if I’ll ever be able to take you for a ride with it someday :) I hope I do, but in the meantime, I’ll continue to find ways to grow, and learn how to live out a fruitful life that God has designed me for. Good night, love you 🤍

This was me, super tired yesterday in the office while on my period Zzz

Here is me today, when I came back from Chinese doctor appointment :) I think I look a bit silly