Day 4 :(

hello dear Andy, how are you? I miss you a lot.

Today is day 4 of being in Frankfurt for work. My jet lag seems to be better finally even though I am still extremely tired every night when I got back to my hotel room because of all the walking at the trade show.

Today, I am starting to have that gut wrenching homesick feeling that I always get whenever I go on business trip. I think it’s also because the trade show is very big and indoor and we were stuck in it the whole day even we did walk around, it feels a bit like a prison.

The gut wrenching feeling makes me feel very uncomfortable inside. I tried to hide it but I think the uncomfortable feeling makes me a bit agitated, and there were a few times today that I couldn’t help but showed a bit of black face. For example, when we were leaving the show this evening, I was a bit annoyed that it’s always me to search for dinner place and call for an Uber, and I feel bad because I think I might have sounded a bit edgy for 1-2 times in front of Veron, Jojo and the other guy from Thailand.

I also fell at our booth this morning accidentally. I am fine and didn’t get hurt, but my coffee was all over me. It’s just small but unexpected things like this that make me feel even more mentally exhausted.

I am tearing up as I write here. I miss my pinky dog imaginary friend back home that I always hugged while writing to you here on bed before I sleep :(

I only have to be here for 2 more days, I am leaving to Hamburg on Monday late afternoon. I hope that with more alone time, I will recharge and feel better.

Miss you, dear. I want to hug you 🫂

Me this morning, I look a bit tired so I put lipstick on.