dear elissa

hello my dear Andy, how are you? I miss you a lot.

I think I am slowly feeling better mentally. At least I am feeling a bit calmer today and crying less.

I have been looping moon tang’s latest album “25” in the past two days. She really is becoming my only favourite HK singer. I love how emotional and raw yet beautiful her voice is. It makes me feel accompanied, especially when I feel lonely and emotional like the last few days.

And today, I started to notice the lyrics of one of her new songs, called “dear elissa”. I don’t know why, but I feel like as if I am elissa, and the song is what you would say to me if you could.

It makes me feel a lot. It’s one of the songs that I relate to so much and wouldn’t even be able to do a cover, because I already feel too much just by listening to it.

Miss you so much, dear Andy.

“I know you hate the way that you talk

They don't know you

Just the way that you are

Don't need to change the pace that you walk

I love you

And I got you”

Is that what you would say to me whenever you watch me doubt myself again? Maybe you can answer me on that in person one day. For now, I am just going to imagine that is how you would comfort me whenever I fell in the dark cave.

Miss you, good night.

PS. go listen to “dear elissa” on spotify :’)