Grocery Hannah

Miss you dear Andy, how did you spend your first day of 2025?

My brother puked yesterday at around midnight and he’s been feeling very unwell since then, so I spent time taking care of him today. Because he’s sick, I had to go out for grocery shopping by myself. To motivate myself, I also went to one of my favourite fishball noodles place for brunch alone.

My pretend to be cool grocery outfit:

I then spent the rest of the day at home to do some housekeeping. I was so productive that I cleaned the entire living room and the kitchen even though I was actually having some period pain. I threw away two rubbish bags of expired stuff that my parents left here, haha.

But deep down, I guess I was just trying to keep myself busy. In the past few days whenever I “stop”, I just feel these emotion overwhelming me that makes me feel scared. I wanted to digest these emotions bit by bit but whenever I close my eyes when I go to bed, I feel like I relive all the heaviest emotions I have had.

I am also a bit worried because I have been having period pain and chills for 3 days, but my period is still not here yet and it’s been late for 2 days. I suspect it has to do with my emotions that my hormones are not behaving.

I forgot to also share with you that I booked a flight to Taipei for 16-20/1, in two weeks’ time because I promised my friend that I would visit her soon when she left HK. But I realised it’d have to be April if I don’t go before Chinese New Year, because my parents will be back for 10 weeks on 23/1 and they will want me to stay here with them.

Miss you Andy, want to hug you 🫂