Guangzhou 2 day 1 night

hello dear, how are you? miss you.

After 2 days 1 night, I am back from the Canton fair trip to Guangzhou. It’s a short but intense trip, with a lot of walking and standing. I did 15,000 steps for both days and had to get up earlier in the morning. It was quite exhausting physically but I am glad that at least my mental state was relatively okay, so it was still manageable overall.

I did most of the walking at the show with Patrick, because we were both there mainly for the licensing projects, while Edison and Howe were with Vincent more for meetings.

But work aside, I got to know several things about Edison during this trip. First thing is that he is single. Someone asked him about it in front of us and he just subtly denied that he’s dating anyone. Then second thing is that I’m like 95% sure he is not into me at all. He doesn’t take care of me extra in any way or chooses to be around me when we’re in a big group. He tends to interact with others more than with me. Whenever he’s next to me, he goes quiet. But whenever he’s with other co workers, he becomes more sociable.

I said 95% sure, because the remaining 5% goes to that I don’t understand why he seems to act differently in front of me compared to with others. It’s like he’s either extra direct/blunt or quiet/cold with me especially when no one is around. And then sometimes we can’t help but “roast” each other. I feel like he either just doesn’t like me, or he sees me as someone close/familiar enough like a sibling.

I guess the later makes more sense, because if he really doesn’t like me, he wouldn’t be looking out for cars for me. In fact, we were supposed to go car viewing together again tomorrow, but the seller changed his mind suddenly and it’s cancelled. But either way, I guess what I’m trying to say is he’s not romantically interested in me, and he’ll probably continue to be mean to me, which sometimes makes me feel sad secretly, but I guess I’ll just get over it on my own.

I miss you when I think about these things, because it reminds me of how you treated me. You delight me so easily even when you weren’t intentional.

Sorry that I don’t have a lot photos, it was such a tight and tiring trip.