Hannah really loves crying (& psyduck too)

hello dear, how was your day? miss you dear 🤍

I had a really long day in the office yesterday, starting with a 930 external meeting, then a meeting with Vincent, followed by a few more meetings in the afternoon. I was so tired by the time I got home, that’s why I didn’t write here. But even though I was quite mentally drained and in fact there were moments throughout the day in the office when I felt like having breakdowns, I think I managed the day pretty well considering how unstable my mental state has been lately. The morning bus ride was also less triggering than I imagined, and it was surprising to see that some streets have changed a lot (this is the last time I passed by some area in kwuntong since 2022).

But then I think because I was too tired last night to digest the day and the emotions I built in internally, when I woke up this morning, I cried so much again and it was one of the longest crying sessions on bed, haha. The crying actually made me feel easier to breathe, so I actually feel like I could cry for another few more hours if I didn’t have to go for my chinese doctor appointment, haha. I really am such a big crying bun, I felt like crying again when I was on my bus ride to the clinic, and then during the consultation when my doctor asked me questions. He asked me if I still cry a lot, it’s probably because I look silly with very bloated eyes.

I told him my migraine and dizziness is quite obvious this week, he said it’s probably because of the high pressure in my head. Then during my therapy session, I think he did some treatment on my face to release the tension on my face, and now I can feel my head is more relaxed now.

My busy week has not ended yet - tomorrow I am actually going on a day trip to our office in Macau for a project. It’s likely gonna be an early and long day for me again.

I think I am going to miss you a lot, because I am going on this trip with Edison alone again (we are the only ones from HK who work on this project). I don’t always feel comfortable being with him for so long because it sometimes reminds me of the past and that feeling often leads me to missing about you even more.

I miss you, dear Andy 🥺 Today is 520, even though I don’t really care about these valentine dates, I still want to take this chance to tell you I love you.

Good night dear 🤍

Me in the office yesterday, frowning in this selfie because I was getting a bit grumpy.

And here is me today with swollen silly eyes, haha

I brought psyduck to my doctor appointment today, and after that I had this random idea to make psyduck a crying psyduck, haha. Do you think he looks like me?