Jojo and thoughts 🫂

hello my dear, how are you? miss you.

Today I went in to the office, I was invited by the team to have lunch at a dai pai dong in kwun tong. I guess you probably wouldn’t know, but Jojo is moving to London in September - she is going to pursue her masters degree, similar to me few years ago, but she is probably going to stay there for the 5+1 bno visa. That is why we have been going to all these local places with her for lunch.

I don’t feel very surprised or sad about her departure because I knew about it for quite some time already. Also, I guess it’s because we are no longer as close as we used to be. But I do have been offering a lot of advice for her about settling in London.

I guess there’s a part of me that feels a bit triggered whenever hearing about her getting into this next stage, because it reminds me of my departure to the UK for my studies in 2022 summer. How much change I was going through and the state I was in because of all the things that happened. Looking back, I would say, it was definitely a painful, but necessary life-changing moment in life for me.

I hope you don’t mind me saying it again and again. I really miss you and hope to see you. But also I feel like I am starting to learn how to hide my endless thoughts about you deep inside my heart, and I don’t even know if that’s a good/healthy thing or not.

Good night dear. 🫂

I wore the red top today again because I really like it :) I look a bit tired today in these photos because work was a bit hectic.