Mid autumn festival

hello my dear, how are you? Did you celebrate mid autumn festival today? miss you on this day and I wonder how you spent it. Did you have any mooncake? :)

For me, we got off work at 4pm today, but I actually spent the night alone because my brother went to his gf’s side for family dinner. I did feel a bit sad and lonely secretly at first, I even had 2/3 of a mooncake by myself alone. But then I realised maybe I can make use of the alone time to relax, so I watched the Avengers Infinity War before I slept. I also facetimed with my parents when I had dinner.

I actually have been feeling quite moody in the last two days and cried a lot. I just feel very overwhelmed by sadness for so many different reasons. But my period came early today evening so hopefully as my period comes and goes, I’ll feel slightly better.

Miss you, gonna sleep early. Good night.

(This is from yesterday, went to church then to my chinese doctor, he is finally back)