Moon night concerto 🎵

hello dear, how are you? miss you.

Feeling a lot of heavy emotions again today, it must be my hormones, because I feel like the whole day I’ve been either crying or sweating or sleeping. But still I made it to go out late afternoon for a store visit with Patrick. Every time I am with him, I feel a little bit extra nervous because I worry that he might ask or talk about you suddenly when we’re chatting. I don’t know why I just got this feeling that he might, and I feel like I just still don’t know how I would react or respond if anyone brings you up in front of me. But luckily he didn’t today.

On the other hand, I have been looping moon tang’s new song called 未來的歌 (moon night concerto). I really like the lyrics of it, I feel like it speaks for the part of me who uses music to ventilate my emotions and heal, so I recorded it this evening.

Good night, my dear Andy. Miss you, thinking about you and wanting to hug you 🫂