Period good girl

hello, how was your week, my dear? Miss you.

My period is here these few days, so I’ve been feeling a bit extra tired with some cramps. But I think overall, my period this time is smoother than usual, I am glad that the chinese medicine worked.

Earlier tonight, I set up the Christmas tree at home with my brother’s girlfriend :) I still remember I deliberately skipped that last year, because I was so swamped by my own dark cave and I couldn’t resonate with the very wordly, festive atmosphere at all.

But this year, I decided to decorate it weeks ahead of Christmas day, not because I finally “feel” like it (all the christmas lights, romantic and commercial atmosphere). It is because when I reflect on the true and religious meaning behind Christmas, that is love and hope that came along with the birth of Jesus, these are what I have learnt to really hold on to in difficult and dark moments in my everyday life. So I really want to make sure that I make room in my heart to “celebrate” this festival.

So I was thinking, aside from decorating my home with the christmas tree to prepare nyself for this festive season, I also want to make use of this season to make people around me feel loved. I plan to join a food donation campaign that my church organised, and also I will prepare some small gifts (still thinking what that can be) and write some Christmas cards to the friends that I will be meeting in the next few weeks :)

I think about you extra during this season, my dearest Andy. Among everyone and everything, I hope to make you feel loved the most, I just don’t know how I can do that. But it’s okay 🤍 I still love you even though I don’t always know how :) Love you dear and good night.

My period look, I think I look quite gwai lui (good girl) with this hairstyle, haha, what do you think?