Period Hannah

hello dear, how are you? miss you.

Sorry that it’s been a bit hard for me to keep writing every day. I think it’s because I always have quite a full day when I am here, either I have to attend to my parents to go out with them or I have to catch up at work. Sometimes by the time I get in bed, I can’t find myself at the right piece of mind to journal and share with you about my day.

I have been feeling a bit unwell for the last two days. The first thing I had to do after I woke up was to cry. It’s the same feeling I sometimes have, where I just woke up feeling I can’t breathe, and I could only feel better if I released the emotions. I think it has a lot to do with my period, but I also wonder if it’s because I haven’t had enough time and space to digest and regulate my emotions for the past few days since I came here. Sometimes I feel like I have a lot in mind, but I just don’t really know how to lay them out and process them.

My schedule this week is still a bit packed, I am going to York today and then I will be visiting my boss at our Meyer office in Liverpool tomorrow. But I really hope I will still have some more time this week to be alone and let myself rest mentally. I really miss having the capacity to journal something deeper and share with you.

Thinking about you even though my period is making me feel quite off ❤️‍🩹

Went chasing the sunset with my parents last night. Unfortunately the clouds were quite thick. I didn’t get many good photos but perhaps this one is my favourite: