Random words

hello dear, how are you?

I feel a bit moody today, don’t really feel like writing much here but I know I said last night that I would share more here today, so I thought I’d still drop you a note.

After pondering the thought of buying my car for another week and chatting with more friends about it, I decided to still reach out to the owner for a car viewing. But the owner told me that he is closing a deal soon but can let me know if that didn’t happen.

I actually feel fine about it, but I still told Edison about it. He then said it’s not like that’s the only car for sale. And then I don’t know why I replied: “I know, but now it’s feeling more like looking for a boyfriend.” He asked me how, and I said “because you’ll want to find the right one that works for you, so you’ll just have to wait and see and can’t rush. And then there’re other times when you see the right one but the timing is just not right. Then when you really want one there may seem to be plenty out there, but when you look closer you just can’t find the right one.”

I don’t know why I said these random words to him when we’re only chatting about cars. I guess it’s because these are some of my deeper thoughts lately, feeling a bit lost and frustrated.

Good night.

(photo from yesterday, the shopping bag I carry is a bag with siumai graphics on it.)