Rashes

hello dear, how are you? I miss you.

Sorry that I skipped writing last night again because I wasn’t feeling well again.

I went in the office yesterday and had dinner in a chinese restaurant with my relatives in kwuntong. I am not sure if it’s my lunch or dinner but after I got home, I started to have a really bad stomachache for hours. I felt like vomiting everything out but I couldn’t. My body was so hot but I wasn’t having a fever. After many hours till almost 2am, I finally had a diarrhoea and felt slightly better that I could fall asleep.

But this morning when I woke up, even though my stomach seemed better, I found that my eczema on the neck has turned into rashes. The eczema started the week before, it was gradually recovering until this morning, it now looks worse than when it first started last week.

I don’t know what exactly it is but I suspect that my whole body (not just my stomach) is having some allergic reactions to the food I had yesterday. I have also been having headache for the whole day, so I didn’t really work today. My chinese doctor said I really need to eat lighter food for awhile and rest more until my immune system gets better.

I feel really sad. Because I was hoping that I could get better both physically and mentally for my birthday and Christmas. But I kept feeling unwell these days, and the more unwell I feel, the more emotions I have, and then it affects my physical health again like a vicious cycle.

I miss you Andy, how good it would be to have you cheer me up when I am feeling low. I hope I feel better soon.

(me last night before the stomachache. You can see I still didn’t have the rashes)

My rashes on the neck this morning :(