Sick me and doctor

hello dear, how are you? I miss you today 🤍

I woke up feeling quite very sick still this morning, and I am not sure if it’s my jetlag too, but I was soo tired that I almost couldn’t get up. But I had to go to my chinese doctor appointment so I dragged myself up to get there.

I thought I would feel a bit awkward to meet my chinese doctor in person after our interaction over messages few days ago, but I think I was too sick that my brain didn’t really have the energy to overthink, haha. In fact, my eyes were half close when he gave me my therapy session. He gave me acupuncture in the end, I am not sure if it’s because of that, but I actually feel a lot better now even though I didn’t like the feeling of needle pinching into my skin. And overall it was a soothing session today.

I also think that because I felt really sick physically, I was less “guarded” mentally. I enjoy him taking care of me, I think he is very gentle. But I know it is only because I am his patient.

But that’s why I miss you a bit extra today. I know you have a gentle soul too and you used to take care of me whenever I was unwell or in a bad mood.

Miss you, good night dear 🤍

My sick look today: