Trip & the I miss you extra look

hello dear, I miss you extra today, I hope you are doing alright. The weather is getting a bit chilly these days, I hope you stay warm.

After sinking in for a few days, I have finally finalised my February trip. I spoke with my parents yesterday and turns out they’d rather I come back sooner than visiting our house when they heard my trip would be almost 3 weeks. So in the end, I decided to skip Manchester and only go to Frankfurt, Hamburg, Stockholm, and lastly London, from 5/2 to 18/2 for around 2.5 weeks.

I am not sure how to describe it, I guess I do still feel a bit scared and lonely about having to go on this trip. But like I shared in the post on Tuesday, I can feel God coming through in many different ways to address these doubts and fears that I have been carrying. This morning as I woke up, there’s suddenly this verse from the Bible that came to my mind: Whether you turn to the right or to the left, your ears will hear a voice behind you, saying, “This is the way; walk in it.”

I feel like God is also reassuring me that sometimes what he truly cares about is not really the path / decision I ended up choosing, but to be committed to stay close to him no matter where I go, and continue to let him be my guide along that journey.

So I think at least right now, especially also after sharing my plan with my parents and a few friends, and with God’s “blessings”, I feel more at peace now to move forward with this trip.

I hope you won’t feel that I am being so “dramatic” over a trip. I guess this is really just very me who always thinks a lot and feels a lot even if it’s just a “small” matter.

I am feeling a little bit (just a little) cheeky today, so I am missing you extra today. And here is how I look while thinking and missing you :) Miss you Andy dear.