"Tell me about your day"

hello dear, how are you? miss you 🫂 Today is Edison’s birthday, and yesterday we did a celebration for him in the office. I was kinda the organiser because I was the one who booked the lunch place and also prepared a cake for him. As I woke up in the morning yesterday, I was actually quite “nervous” for the day. I guess I was already overwhelmed emotionally because of all those overthinking thoughts I have been having about him and me. And then it makes me feel even more “st

hello dear, how are you? Sorry that I’ve become silent (again) for a few days after Sunday. I just have been feeling a lot and overthinking a lot on what I shared in the last post about Edison. Over the years, I thought I’ve resolved to figure out the balance in my relationship with him without needing an answer, but from time to time, these unsolved questions just come back and overwhelm my head. How does he actually see me deep down? Has he even considered the possibility b

hello dear, how are you? miss you. Today was a “different” Sunday because of a lot of things. As I mentioned in my post yesterday, there’s a IF lunch gathering because one of their teammates came back from the UK to visit (her name is Sharon). Initially my plan was to attend the earlier church service before going, but I had a really rough sleep last night because of period pain, so I couldn’t wake up in the morning. But basically because I wasn’t feeling very well from my pe

hello dear, how are you? miss you 🤍 Sorry that I was silent for the last two days, I was hit by PMS pretty badly, I worked from home for two days and after work I just rest early. My period actually came, but it’s not a lot of blood yet, so I just mostly feel tired, but not much period pain yet. Today, my church care group had an outing activity to join a Biblical world museum tour in Fanling. It’s a heritage museum that displays artifects from places like Jerusalem and Naza

hello dear, how are you? miss you 🥺 For me, I continue to be very emo for the last two days 🥺 Yesterday was a wfh day for me, and I went to my chinese doctor appointment as scheduled in the morning. When my doctor checked my pulse, he said you must have cried a lot lately. He explained he could tell because my body is very “weak” and it’s probably because of all the crying. After the consultation, I had the therapy session for my body. Because my doctor knows I am scared of

hello dear, how are you? miss you 🥺🥺 As I have guessed, my PMS continued to make me very emo today :( I went in the office today, when I got in, Edison seemed very busy and stressed he didn’t say hi to me, and there was no one else in our section. So I just sat down at my seat and worked quietly. I don’t know why after an hour or not, I started feeling like I needed to cry suddenly. So I went to the toilet and cried again :( After 10-15 minutes, I finally was able to stop c

hello dear, how was your weekend? Miss you, sorry for not writing here yesterday. I washed my car yesterday afternoon and I got quite tire after I lied down on my bed in the evening, and I felt asleep early. It’s my second time washing my car, this time I tried actually washing using a horse instead of wiping down with some waterless cleaner. It’s so much easier and quicker. But this time I had a new challenge, that is there’re some rust water marks on my car, and I couldn’t

hello dear, how are you? it’s been a bit cold the last few days, hope you’re staying warm 🫂 After having some intense stressful work days, I was finally able to work form home both yesterday and today. Even though I was still quite busy, at least I could have more quiet time and recharge mentally. And today is finally friday, so the weekend is coming soon. I was supposed to go to my care group gathering tonight, but I decided not to in the end and stayed home to rest, becaus

hello dear, how are you? miss you 🥺 Work has been quite busy and slightly stressful recently, I had to go into the office today for a meeting with Vincent in person. It is for a project that Edison and I worked on together with a few others. But then aside from the busy work, I felt a bit sad today because Edison was doing the same thing again where I felt like he was being extra mean to me whenever we’re both in a conversation with someone else. This time it was when we wer