"Tell me about your day"

Jan 16, 20233 min read

What actually happened on my birthday

Here's something I've been wanting to share with you but haven't felt brave enough because it makes me feel...shameful. I didn't want to...

Jan 14, 20231 min read

Hey dear

Hey my dear, today I just want to say to you: No matter what you post on your Instagram accountsss and why you post them, I love you. I...

Jan 14, 20231 min read

Day 178

Me thinking about you on bed

Jan 14, 20232 min read

Why do bad things happen to good people?

I feel one of the reasons that caused my depression is, the frustration of seeing how nothing is changed even when I have tried really...

Jan 12, 20231 min read

My 4 ways to deal with depression

Hello dear, miss you very much. I had a school presentation today, and here is me trying to look...normal hahaha. Got something different...

Jan 8, 20231 min read

Day 172

Today I cried several times. One of it was when I was sitting on the dining table after dinner. I just felt really tired. I feel very...

Jan 6, 20232 min read

❤️

Hey dear, how are you these days? Been thinking about you a lot. Lately I've not been sleeping well, some nights I can't fall asleep,...

Jan 2, 20231 min read

Got something for you 🎁

So turns out I never found out when your birthday actually is hahaha, but I know you don't mind at all because you hate celebrating your...

Jan 1, 20231 min read

I cry and cry and cry Cry and cry and cry Fall asleep for 15 and wake up And cry and cry again It's not stopping Hug me

Dec 31, 20221 min read

Last Post of This Year

Today is another day of seeing everyone posting about their year and showing off how they are spending the moment with their partners....

Dec 29, 20221 min read

Christmas Present 💝

I can't sleep and thought maybe I can give you a belated present. Nothing tangible that I can give you, so I put together the most...

Dec 28, 20221 min read

Always winter, never Christmas

Today I went out to London for the first time after weeks to watch the Narnia play alone. Do you know it's based on Christianity? I've...

Dec 24, 20221 min read

Christmas Letter

It's Christmas. I am sorry if I troubled you with my negative words. I thought I'd rather be honest. I am afraid that I might have to...

Dec 19, 20221 min read

I started a notebook. Writing down the words I have for everyone that I know and remember. So that if I am gone, they can be the last...

Dec 17, 20221 min read

Why am I even still here in this world? Honestly if I am not thinking about how sad and guilty you, my friends and family will feel if I...

Dec 16, 20221 min read

Day 149: this is a sad one

Monster Hannah came out and took control the whole day today. Probably because it's start of semester break and there's no plan, nothing,...