"Tell me about your day"

hello dear, how are you? miss you loads. I wanted to say that I was slightly recovered mentally, but after yesterday’s trip to Guangzhou for the trade show which I did 20000 steps and stayed up since 6am, I am just both physically and mentally tired now even after a day. The trade show/trip was actually bearable, I think it was actually good that I got to make myself turn on my full work mode instead of thinking about much of other stuff. And I went to bed early last night af

hello dear, how are you? i really miss you. Sorry I have been radio silent for two days. Turns out that “heavy hesrted mental state” I shared about in my last post evolved into a depression episode/crisis that I had to go through in the last two days. It is different from the usual moodiness or mood swings I always have, as I tried to explain in my last post. I cry even more than I always do, and it’s a different kind of crying. It’s like I felt like I couldn’t breathe or fun

hello dear, how are you? I miss you. Sorry that my posts in the last two days were short and without much content. My mental state hasn’t been very good and I didn’t know how to express it. I know I usually generalise and just say I am moody / emo, but I think there’re actually 3 kinds of “moods” that I experience and they are quite different. First type is when something specific happened that caused me to feel sad or stressed or anxious, and I overthink about the situation

need a lot of hugs today because of too much crying. 🫂🫂🫂🫂 miss you.

hello dear, how are you? miss you. Feeling a lot of heavy emotions again today, it must be my hormones, because I feel like the whole day I’ve been either crying or sweating or sleeping. But still I made it to go out late afternoon for a store visit with Patrick. Every time I am with him, I feel a little bit extra nervous because I worry that he might ask or talk about you suddenly when we’re chatting. I don’t know why I just got this feeling that he might, and I feel like I

hello dear, how are you? thinking about you. Today I went to the office finally after 1.5 weeks. It is a slightly special day at the office because there is the long service award ceremony, so quite a lot of people came in the office. As for me, I am kinda surprised by myself because even though my period is here, my mental state was surprisingly positive when I was in the office. Maybe because Edison is finally back even though he got really sick towards the end of his work

hello my dear, how are you? Did you celebrate mid autumn festival today? miss you on this day and I wonder how you spent it. Did you have any mooncake? :) For me, we got off work at 4pm today, but I actually spent the night alone because my brother went to his gf’s side for family dinner. I did feel a bit sad and lonely secretly at first, I even had 2/3 of a mooncake by myself alone. But then I realised maybe I can make use of the alone time to relax, so I watched the Avenger

hello dear, how are you? miss you and need a hug, as I am feeling a lot again ): I was going to write here yesterday but I didn’t because I had a really bad food allergy reaction after the mid autumn family dinner. I started to have stomach as I got home, and then I had diarrhoea three times after I got home. Then I started to have hives on my legs and arms. I had similar food allergies before too, but I think it’s the first time I had hives. Based on my past allergies experi

hello dear, how are you? how did you spend the holiday? miss you. I actually had quite a tough day at work yesterday. There were some urgent issues that I had to resolve, and I felt really mentally tired as I finished work. So it’s good that today is an extra holiday in the middle of the week. I had a relatively productive day today - I went out with my brother and his gf for brunch, then I did a quick shopping to get a pair of new sports shoes. It’s because my sports shoes b